Elyse laughed at the absurdity of the question. "Not since college," she answered as she turned towards her friend expecting her to join her in laughter. She had nothing against those who partook in those proclivities, it simply was not her preference.
Waving off the laughter, she shook her head. Why was her friend stuck on this? Was she offended to realize that Elyse had kept something from her? Was she simply envious of Elyse's liberty? "It's not always easy you know?" She turned towards the ocean. Her constant churn reminded her of those feelings she worked so hard to avoid. "There are moments when I'm tempted to leave him and..." She shrugged, unable to completely come to peace with her own impulses. Confronted by her own disgusting weakness, she got lost in the waves rolling before her. A tear snuck down her cheek before she could notice it, she wiped it quickly.